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  • the male gaze

    I started seeing a career counselor because two years out of school, I am making $8.50 an hour with no real prospects on the horizon. I needed someone to help me focus and keep me motivated. Things were going well. I …

  • in praise of boredom

    So, I'm pretty sure Prozac almost killed me. Thoughts about killing myself enter my head on a pretty regular basis. Most of the time they last a second and pass. I turn them into some crazy funny fantasy. I get over …

  • thank prince

    I got a late night visit from White Guy and that gave me a bit of a boost. This morning I am feeling better but it's my day off. I opened all the windows to let the sun and warm breeze in. I put on Prince and starting…

  • breaking down

    Today at derby practice I got knocked to the ground, started to get up and then decided not to. I moved to the center of the rink, off the track, started panting to catch my breath and wound up sobbing. I completely br…

  • home again, home again, jiggity jog

    After the red-eye back home I spent much of yesterday napping with Weed, cuddling with Cleese and making out with White Guy. I was happy when I went to sleep but by the time I got to work this morning I was back where I…

  • FAIL!

    I think one of the biggest appeals of todaysbigfail and those sorts of sites is that we, most of us, on a daily basis, feel like we have been hit in the nuts by our own baseball bat. At least that is what is making me f…

  • new neighbors, new fights

    Last night I was on the phone with White Guy when Weed wandered out of her bedroom. "What's up, baby?" "The people downstairs are fighting." I let out a sigh. These are new neighbors with new fights. "I'm sorry hone…

  • physical

    Last night I wore a silver and black striped dress with silver stockings to a friend's art opening. I put on make up. I looked fierce. Of course that means I'm feeling like shit. For the last few days I've been feeli…

  • blogging from celebrity escapist land

    Things in my life, they are rather "eck" right now. I am not getting called for interviews and things are getting dire in these parts. I am applying for a full time management position at the store I work at. This mea…

  • Lily of the Valley

    The air is dry and light this morning. It is what people mean when they say "crisp" except the wind is eating clothing. It is late January now and we can expect two more months of this before the climatic indecision of…

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