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  • some people forget where they come from

    When you are raised trailer trash it is impossible to forget your place. Maybe you make a million dollars, you will always be trailer trash. Your home when you were five or seven or thirteen will always have had useles…

  • blogging from celebrity escapist land

    Things in my life, they are rather "eck" right now. I am not getting called for interviews and things are getting dire in these parts. I am applying for a full time management position at the store I work at. This mea…

  • Lily of the Valley

    The air is dry and light this morning. It is what people mean when they say "crisp" except the wind is eating clothing. It is late January now and we can expect two more months of this before the climatic indecision of…

  • ending it all

    I met JH when my marriage was turning bad. He would get me out of the house, take me for a drink, let me bitch and then take me home. He was a very good friend to me when I most needed a friend.He took me to D-she's 30…

  • new people

    When my cell phone shook the bookshelf at twelve-thirty I wasn't sure I'd get out of bed. I had come home after work changed into underwear and a t-shirt, got a glass of water and curled up with a book. but of course, …

  • one out of five

    A bit after eleven I start walking to the cafe where Matty will be playing. It is dark and beautiful tonight, not the maddening heat of the last few weeks. When I round the entrance I see a melange of people I know and…

  • passing

    So, I am suffering with some rather severe shin splints right now. Part of the problem is my stride--I strike with my heel. I also have seriously low arches. What was pain while I run has turned into pain while I am wa…

  • Potential

    Sometimes I feel angry with myself for not "living up to my potential". This is brought on these days by my considering a Masters in Education rather than a PhD. I don't think that "those who can do and those who can't…

  • paying the price

    If you ask me which classical god or goddess I most identify with in all their petulant glory, I would likely say Zeus and follow with a crack about bestiality. But if you want the truth, the vulnerable truth not the fl…

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